::I Switched::

My new blog can be found here:

www.xanga.com/nixzone1986

::Our First Monthsary::

It's been exactly one month and counting...


For our monthsary, we just went to a Christmas Party at my friend's work. Cost us $50 bucks, but its worth it I guess... We had fun tho. I'm too lazy to get detailed right now so here's some pics. Enjoy!


The couple celebrating their monthsary.

Me and my gal Richelle who also won "Best Dressed" that night.

Me and Marc... I love the color combination.

We have pics exactly like this one, a year ago.

::The Guys:: 2/3 = Gay.

::DecemBRRR::

December is here once again. Aside from the holiday atmosphere, the thing I like most about this month is the weather. Coldness is here once again. So here I am freezing: Brrr, its cold in here!!! lol. Before I start my blog update, here’s a you tube video to welcome the holiday season.


Such a nice song isn't it? But anyway,

::Lazy::
I don’t know if it’s the weather, the holiday season, or him? But for some reason, I’m just too lazy to do anything. I don’t want it to affect my academics but its too late. It already did =( I withdrew from a course, and I’m failing my Math class for missing the test today. Yeah! It means that I have to retake it again next semester. I'm just now realizing that I’m wasting so much time for not putting effort in passing these classes; but for some reason, I find it easier to give up than to even try at all. I don’t know? I’m not as academically enhanced/ active as I used to be. Thank God I’m no longer planning to transfer ::sigh:: I’m convinced that I’m going to pursue nursing. For now, I guess its the saying, “try harder next time”.

::Family::
Coming out to my parents is the hardest thing that I had to do in my life. I mean, telling them about who I really am and not knowing what their reactions would be is too much to handle! But yeah. I’m over the“coming out to the parents” phase. And the good thing is, they’re ok with it. Sure it was hard for them, but we had “THE TALK” and everything’s fine. But there’s consequences though... I can’t put make up on and dress like a drag queen. Darn!!!

::MYSPACE::
I updated my myspace.com and its soooo hmmm, nice looking lol. No! I mean its really really good looking. Thanks to my boifriend… hmmm Raym??? Raffy! Yeah him lol j/k. But yeah, I also uploaded a whole bunch of pix with the homies!

Kim's Party

Marc's Car

After the Pacquiao Fight!

2 out of 3 actually know what they're doing!

L.Q. lol

::RAFFY::
Have I already mentioned the fact that I have a boifriend and I’m so in love with him? Hmm? Taj Mahal ko talaga siya to the max!!! MAHAL ko sya!!! lol Mahal na mahal!.

And here’s the cheesy part:

There’s just a certain part of my day,
A certain moment, that I think of him.
Then I suddenly realize,
WHOA! I really love this guy.
And I want our relationship to last for a long time.

When my day’s not going so well,
I just think of him and suddenly,
I have no worries.
I’m just happy that I have him there
To talk to and be with
At the end of a rough day…

B.T.W. (by the way lol) I love Thai (aka Thailand lmao: the country where prostitution is legal WHOOT!WHOOT!) food because of him. It’s the exotic food we love to share lol.

::Job search::
I don’t think I’m going to get hired anytime soon. I really want to get the library job that I applied for. I like the hours that they have there. Gosh! I’m really hoping that they call me soon. I need to pay my cellphone bill.

::DANCE! DANCE!::
I really want to dance lately. I mean performance/routine type dancing. So I’m going to take dance classes next semester so I can perform again. Hip/hop and jazz dance classes. Yeah yuh! lol

::SAN FRANCISCO::

Another trip I’m taking next Friday... I’m going up to Frisco for three days with my Taj Mahal/ baby boi lol. We’re going to drive up there to visit and tour his hometown and meet his kaibigans. I’m going to fly back home solo on Monday morning though since he’s going to stay there for Christmas. Gah! I miss him already!

I’m going back to San Francisco again. But when I return here, "I’d be leaving not only him there, but also my heart and my soul". Now can I get an AWWW?!?

AWWW! Nixxon is so Sweet!

::Homeland::
As I’m watching my Filipino channel, I realized how hard it is to make a living back in my mother homeland. Everyone seem to have a hard time to make a living. It makes me really thankful about the things that I have now, things that I often take for granted. I always complain about my life, but in reality, my life is not bad whatsoever. I am blessed for having the things that I have, and for that… I am thankful.