I Have Butterflies and Insecurities

Gah! I'm performing on stage tonight and Im nervous... but yeah.. I'm excited tho. All I know is I'm gonna bring it on (hehe just like the movie??? Get it?? Huh?) lol. Anyway, we had a rehearsal on stage today and I realize that I love to dance even if I'm not very good at it, so I'm planning to take more dance classes next semester and the one after that... and the next after that and ..so on ... lol. I went to the mall and I had to "waste" like $50 for the clothes imma be wearing tonite. But I like the pants I bought at Express so I'm happy...

I'm not happy however, with the blog I read today. I admit... i am insecure with alot of things; but I can't help but be insecure.... I have my reasons. I often bring up doubts, mistrusts ... again .. I have my reasons... I just don't get it... all I can say is ...I'M HURT... that's all I know... that's all I'll say.