E.T.C.

OK it's been almost 2 weeks since I last blogged... so I guess this means that hmm... I got it!!! I have to update on things lol... so here it is... i think its gonna be long blog so grab a popcorn or whatever it is you wanna grab and READ!!! lol

The Lo Tech/ No Tech Dance Presentation
WOW! let me tell you... the dancing on stage was an experience. I didn't get nervous as much as I thought I would. That's it lol.. wow! ok, i'm starting to think that this will be a short blog =( lol. Hmmm. what else? Oh! so from now on, imma start to take more dance classes not only to develop dance skills but also perform on stage ance again.

The Jury Duty
I have Jury Duty this week. I called yesterday to see if I need to go today and luckily, I don't have to... but I have to call again tonight till Friday.. Gah! I have no clue what's gonna happen...

The Work
SUCKS!!! lol I'm not gonna go into any further detail. All I know is when I get my car, I'll apply to Barnes again or maybe... EXPRESSMEN.

The Direct TV
My parents cancelled the Dish network and switched to Direct TV. We have The Filipino Channel now. I can't say I dont like it... I'm a FOB for life lol.

The Rage
I went to Gameboi with Michael, Whitney, Allison and Stephen and and it was the funnest and most eventful yet. The club was packed and the music is the shitz... I ran and met quite a few people... "Surprisingly" lol I saw Mr. Edgar Zambrano there, had a chat and ended up dancing *blush* I met Ryo there as well who knows the hottie Ismael from the Lo Tech/No Tech show. Gah! I was kinda scurred to talk to him at first but I did and as a result, I got a dance and a number lol... I heart dancing with short guys...=) I saw my old co- worker Mark whom I haven't seen in a long time. And I also got to meet David and the feminine version of me... according to Whitney lol.

The Friend's Friend
My friend's friend likes me.. awww. After hearing a conversation between them, I now know that Stephen gets nervous around me lol. It's the cutest thing ever. I doubt that anything will happen tho. Iono.

The Summer School
I'm here at school typing.. I don't know if I'm gonna keep my class or not.. I want to take a break from school but I don't want to waste my time not doing anything but work. Grah! I dont know. I guess it depends if I have to serve the jury tomorrow and if I get in to the UCLA Summer Program. We shall see...

The end.

I Have Butterflies and Insecurities

Gah! I'm performing on stage tonight and Im nervous... but yeah.. I'm excited tho. All I know is I'm gonna bring it on (hehe just like the movie??? Get it?? Huh?) lol. Anyway, we had a rehearsal on stage today and I realize that I love to dance even if I'm not very good at it, so I'm planning to take more dance classes next semester and the one after that... and the next after that and ..so on ... lol. I went to the mall and I had to "waste" like $50 for the clothes imma be wearing tonite. But I like the pants I bought at Express so I'm happy...

I'm not happy however, with the blog I read today. I admit... i am insecure with alot of things; but I can't help but be insecure.... I have my reasons. I often bring up doubts, mistrusts ... again .. I have my reasons... I just don't get it... all I can say is ...I'M HURT... that's all I know... that's all I'll say.

TRICK

Ok here I am again blogging random things about my life.. I'm gonna go blah! blah! blah! blah! again so read if u want to. What can I say about myself today???

My school life is blah. WHY??? coz I stopped going to two of my classes, Sociology and Anthropology. Don't ask. But its ok... its a big fuckin relief for me anyway. I can now chillax and not worry about my finals. Its really nuthin.. Im only gonna have 2 whopping F's in my transcript and I'll be dropped from the Honor's Transfer Program. I dunno... I just think that its easier to give up than even try at all. I'm defeated I know... I'm weak... what can I say??? But I know I'll do better next semester. I hope. Gah! thats enough of that crappy education talk. I'm done being an HONOR student. I figured, I can just be one of those regular college kid...just plain REGULAR lol. I just have to make sure that I'm taking and passing the courses to enter the nursing program.

On a happier, "non-depressing note" I bought my favorite movie "TRICK" for 7 bucks yesterday. YIPPIE!!! its on VHS tho but its ok.. haha Im teary eyed. If you haven't seen the movie.. WATCH IT!!! lol. its a sweet love story between 2 guys who fell in love..aww...on the first night they meet. ::SWEET:: and yeah... JP PITOC ain't bad to look at either...lol. The songs especially at the end of the movie is my favorite.. "Trick of Fate" again... ::tear:: BTW... this is where I got my voicemail dialogue... hehe U have to call me to hear it! so Yeah. I have the movie and I'm happy.... Next movie to buy... URBANIA.

BIG ASS TV: I have a big ass television in my living room. Complete with surround sound and DVD... My parents bought it when I was in New York... and I was like WTF!!! when I got home... hehe I likey...

Cold Sore... I have a big ass cold sore on my lip. I'm pissed coz I know that it will leave a scar... damaging, what I think... is the most attractive part of my body... GAH!!!

Audrey: One of my fellow classmate passed away due to a car accident. One of the nicest girls I know.. my favorite editor aside from Roxy.. I can't believe it... its too soon for her. She could've change the world, being the activist that she is.. Rest in Peace girl...

GIO: He's not talking to me... I guess he moved on. I don't know...

Dance Performance: Hehe. My jazz class is having a dance performance next Tuesday night. Im excited but nervous.... this is my first performance on stage .. hmmm, not really... I used to perform alot when I was in the Philippines so yeah! lol. this won't be the first time. I'm still wondering whether I should take Jazz 2 next semester? I heart dancing... I heart it... I heart it... I heart it... so I guess I should.

WORK: SUCKS!!! We have a new girl.. and she's nice and bitchy at the same time... I don't want to train her tonight. I still have to pay the UNION crap by the way.. I guess I'll stay at Albertson's eventho I hate it.. I need money now more than ever... I gotta save up for a car and other things that I don't necessarily need... BLEH!

Anything else I want to add???


....that's gonna be on the next blog .........IM OUT!

Will and Grace

I was just watching an episode of Will and Grace yesterday... and I realized that the show is actually over. And yes..I'm sad coz its one of my favorite show on television and each episode is effin funny... They have the best guests ever. And I love each and every character.

*People ask me who my favorite actress is... because of this show... I finally have an answer.. Debra Messing.

*Will Truman is who I aspire to be except he's a lawyer and I'm in the medical field lol.

*Karen Walker.......drunk and fabulous lol. BOOBIES har har

*"JUST Jack's" character... F-U-N-N-Y!

... and New York is where I want to be...